As One Thing Ends, a New Adventure Begins

Picture by Pexels from Pixabay

Hi all,

so after almost 3 years, our group had been told that we are not going to make the magazine anymore. It's a sad news for all of us as we really enjoyed working on it. Unfortunately, due to financial struggles across all charity sectors, charities are doing cuts in funding and it also touched our group.

All members of the group has been deeply touched by the news as the magazine was their support network in their own life as they have some struggles of their own. Despite of that, I felt for a long time that I didn't belong there anymore. Over time, I've been slowly moving on with experience and life goals owing to college, hobbies and my energetic nature where I want to do 329042394 at once. 

That said, It doesn't mean I'm not sad, I think that I'm not hit that hard by the news. I took the whole bitter sweet experience as a beginning of a new adventure as I have more time for something new in my life for example: I would like to join a new crochet group and in the new college year make my own crochet group for students. Pick up a brush more often and do some art or painting/decorating without worrying that I will be missed somewhere else. 

I met great people within those 3 years working at the magazine which I'm grateful for. With some of them our friendship is going to continue and I believe that we will meet here and there again.

Healing from disappoitment

Pixabay: JillWellington

Disappointment is a universal feeling - one that is able to shake us to the core, to some of us even change our life completely.

Once in a while, everyone gets hurt and is disappointed by others' actions which could have been made by an accident and ignorance or on a sole purpose to undermine the other person and gain something special from that action not lookin how the other person might feel. Either way, the result is the same: a sense of betrayal, disconnection and disappointment when things turn out as we didn't expected. 

A dragon bookmark

Hi all!

Before the Xmas, I had been busy with a dragon bookmark and stars. I'm glad that I started 3 weeks before Xmas as It was huge a commission. It took me weeks. Nonetheless It was finished and my schoolmate from a college was very happy when she saw the bookmarks, that it is in her daughter's favourite colour and gave her an extra keyring in shape of star with a cute face.

Pattern of the dragon bookmark: Etsy link click.

A small dragon bookmark

A dragon bookmarks

Broken heart

Pixabay: RosZie

 My heart is broken into two pieces,

Lying deep deep in a well

Far away from me as I want to forget.

Forget about the false hope you gave me

After founding out that last things were a lie.

Maybe somebody better will come

To show me the light of hope on the path.

Again.